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ramblings of a really random boy

sometimes I doubt if I'll really make it for the O's
I've got this feeling
that I'm getting complacent

and I hope that isn't true
cause I don't wanna leave my best showing in my report book
but on my O level cert

I'm really afraid
cause its 40+ days
and it seems like a long time for someone who feels like he's close to peaking

I hope this isn't as good as I can get, cause if it is then I'm in deep trouble

sometimes when I slack for awhile, I start feeling guilty
but then, I tell myself that I've studied enough
what makes the distinction between enough and not enough?
I mean, I'm pretty sure it's a bell curve

to be honest, I don't need the 6 points
but I don't really know why I want it so bad
maybe it's just to prove the non-believers wrong

maybe it's cause I want something to be true

I really hope that I ace the prelims and do even better for the O's
it's time I got serious
not that I haven't been, but I'm sure there's a lot more to what I can do with my grades.

If only there was a prelim 3, but that'd kill
maybe the school shouldn't have given us so many assessments
cause it makes us numb, and kills the drive and urgency to study

I've still got lots of work to do

prelim 2 is not the end
while everyone will be slacking
I'll make sure I continue studying everyday
those are big words, so it's gonna take lots of determination to keep to it

I'm just gonna go into study overdrive till it's really over
only then can I be sure
that I've done my absolute best

cause I don't wanna be the average, the obvious

till then, I'll try my best to be a mugging machine.

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